going home

Date: Sunday, October 21, 2007
Time: 3:11:00 AM

okay, jus a final post before i embark on my journey of intensive preparation for the finals.
but mind it, before that i still have 4 CA's and all of them are like squeezed to within two weeks.

reallie reallie busy. i don't know how to describe it.
jus one sentence.
too many things, too little time.
not only studies alone, we have got plenty of other things as well. ccas, meetings, talks.
and every week is a deadline. it adds on to the stress when you can't catch what the lecturer is talking during lectures.
this's exactly the kind of feeling that i'm having now.
it's not really that i don't understand. sometimes i feel that he's going through too rapidly and out of all things that he lectures, i only manage to absorb maybe 50%.

first paper is on 14oct.
it's less than one month from now. and i feel that i've got so much to cover.
i dunno how exams in uni are gonna be like cos i have never been through one.
everything is so unpredictable....

now everybody is like so busy. everybody has started to feel the pressure rocketing. and the pre-exam atmosphere is here. hall exam supper, cca exam supper, pre-exam packages etc etc etc. i like these cos i feel that supports are all around me. jus like how i felt during the pre-A'levels period when school actually opened for night study, and biscuits and milo were provided for the hungry muggers. i don't know why but i just love the feeling of it. i feel that i'm not alone. =)

it's reallie time for serious mugging now.
jus one month plus, and i can go home and enjoy.
GAMBATE everybody!!!
time passes fast when we indulge ourselves in serious work.
so, let's make sure time flies okay?

till later.
i may update once in a while when i feel stressed. but if there's nothing special, no entries will be up for the coming one month or so.
before i go, jus a moment of vanity---

THIS IS HOW THE MUGGER LOOKS LIKE BEFORE SHE STARTS HER EXAM PREPARATION. i shall make this a before and after kind of thing. wait for the after photo when exam is over. =)

JIA YOU~

tada!

Date: Thursday, October 18, 2007
Time: 8:01:00 PM

busy busy.

very busy.

*ARGH*

SO, GONNA BE AWAY.

add oil add oil!

tada!

Date: Tuesday, October 16, 2007
Time: 5:10:00 PM

had lab today.

and one word to say it all, it was FUN, FUN, FUN!

the only thing tat i hated was the waiting. waiting for the suction filtration to be completed, waiting for the crystals to dry under dessicator, waiting for the filter paper to dip-dry, waiting for it to be irradiated, waiting for it to dip-dry again.... *vomits*

and here it is, my master-piece,

it looks so simple but actually we spent 3 hours to produce it.
anyway, the whole thing was about the preparation and the decomposition of an iron complex. let's just forget about the details and the chemistry behind.
jus FOCUS on the letter. i have particularly chosen this letter, cos it used to mean a lot to me. no longer now though.
=)

gonna attend mcys talk and training later at LT1. *faints*

okie, tada!

Date: Monday, October 15, 2007
Time: 8:19:00 PM

updates!!!

please,

please forgive me for being dreamy and childish at the moment.
i know at this age,(not very old, but also not very suitable for being crazy over a show)

but i really think that this show is nice.

here u have it,

believe me, u can never have enough of shuai ge.

another one.

this has become my sole entertainment at the moment.

watching it has also become the only source of motivation when i'm busy mugging.

i sound so miserable but reallie, tonnes of work is waiting for me. so other than watching show like this which doesn't require me to leave my study desk( i watch it on you-tube), i can't afford to do other things.

one month plus to go.

STRIVE BA!

tada.

Date: Saturday, October 13, 2007
Time: 12:12:00 PM

GENOS barbeque on friday night

it was a fun experience.

after such a long long time we managed to gather again and had fun together. the most wonderful thing was even those who seldom join us during normal days turned up yesterday. and we had great time chitchatting, gossiping and talking about all those nonsense.

i think it was great cos despite the fact that everyone is so busy now, we managed to take some time off and enjoyed.

afterall, what can be better than a gathering with friends on a long-waited friday night?

alright.

time to mug. this weekend is gonna be of ultra heavy workload for me.

=_=

Date: Thursday, October 11, 2007
Time: 10:41:00 PM

today was terrible.
had cramp till i couldnt attend lecture.
i have never experienced that kind of pain before. it's super super painful.
went out of the lecture hall during math lect and didnt go back after that, cos really couldnt take it.
i went to the bench and rested, sweating cold sweat all over. i felt that i was gonna faint anytime.
sh brought my stuffs out for me after the lecture ended. and we prodeeded to 7-11 to buy medicine. it did help a little.
it felt like shit.
my friend said it's because of 营养不良。
me too feel that i'm physically getting weaker.
this makes me think about what kind of lifestyle i have been leading.
highly unhealthy. havent been doing sports for such a long while. and i have not been eating properly, as in 3 meals a day. to be frank, i have been leading the lifestyle with jus one proper meal per day.
i'm like killing myself slowly.
oh my...

i promise i will eat and live normally again. i don't wanna age so fast(they keep scaring me that if i dun eat breakfast, i will get wrinkles very soon. huhu.)
and i dun wanna be so weak! i wanna be like how i was during jc time. i dun mind if i look fatter than how i look now. staying heathy is all that matters.

alright. weekend is coming. geez.

Date: Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Time: 7:33:00 PM

lecture today was kinda boring.
i mean, physics has never been interesting to me.

i dint skip PAP lecture!! but bcoz it's forensic's e-learning today, so we were supposed to view the lecture online in the room and so, i was so free for the whole afternoon.

chatted with meai online for so long. talked about lotsa stuffs and all those things abt the future. it feels good talking to ya, as always. thanks for the reassurance( yesterday night, u know what) and the encouragement. we will make it de. =)

just checked the schedule today, and to my disbelief, we will be having biochem midterm 2 nez week. oh my.
no more 63 this time. break the curse. hah.
jia you!!!

lotsa activities lined up this week.

health promotion board talk tomorrow for wsc.
GENOS bbq on friday.
clique gathering at k box on sunday.
and to top them all, i have got calculus and biochem midterm coming next week.
and wsc training, and banner painting for jcrc.
and, Kids' Science Camp special project.

*argh*

it's okay. jus two months.
two months ONLY.

by the way, met one of my secondary school fren at shuttle bus stop jus now. to add on, she's from China and from what i know, she's a rather brilliant student.
however, she totally pissed me off jus now.

i was boarding the bus at the point that she was alighting.
she showed me the kind of ultra surprised look. and the short conversation went,

her( with that ultra surprised look): eh? why are u here?
me: hah? i'm schooling here what.
her(with even more surprised look): REALLY?
me: ya. ( i was like, duh.)
her: oh.

that encounter was short lah. but the kind of face she showed me hor, pissed me off lah.

ya, i know ur results were much greater than mine when in scgs.
but then hor, is it so UNBELIEVABLE that i'm in a UNIVERSITY now? somemore SAME as you wor.
wakaoz.
that kind of face hor, cannot make it lor.
hrrr..

anyway,
gotta start mugging up liao.
take care everybody!!!
cant wait for weekends to come!!!

tada~

Date:
Time: 7:27:00 PM

SHINING FRIENDS. this is for all my friends out there~

Little faith brightens a rainy day
Life is difficult; you can't go away
Don't hide yourselve in the corner
You have my place to stay
Sorrow is gonna say goodbye
Opens up you'll see the happy sunshine
Keep going on with your dream
Chasing tomorrow's sunrise
The spirit can never die
Sun will shine, my friend
Won't let you cry, my dear
Seeing you shed a tear
Make my world disappear
You'll never be alone in darkness
See my smile, my friend
We are with you, holding hands
You have got to believe, you are my destiny
We're meant to be your friends
That's what a friend should be

Date: Tuesday, October 9, 2007
Time: 6:59:00 PM

wala!

lab today was a disaster.

WHY COULDN'T I GET ANY BENZOIC ACID CRYSTALS??!
why couldn't I?
and i am absolutely sure that i did every single step correctly. and i didnt mix up any solution.
so WHY?! JUS WHY ME AGAIN?

anyway, the experiment today is called acid-base extraction, which required us to separate a given mixture into its individual compounds, dry them, and purify them.
let's just not bring in their names here.

but, i jus managed to get one of them! the other one, i'm not sure what happened along the way lah. i just couldnt get any crystals forming in the flask during acidification.
yawn.

well, just some complaints to vent my dissatisfaction. =S

tada.

-我才发现，你很耀眼。-

Date: Monday, October 8, 2007
Time: 12:47:00 PM

aiks. my gums are aching. dunno why. is it something to do with me sleeping late at night? this is terrible. i have problem falling asleep here in the hall. this doesnt happen to me at home. i dunno why. just find that the bed in hall is very uncomfortable. like too small, too hard, and too low. and you know, it's freaking hot in the room!!! we can't open the window cos there will be insects flying into the room. and, there are hell lotsa lizards here!!! MY GOD.
haha, lotsa complaints ya? =p

jus came back from home ytd. and, I'M MISSING HOME alrready!! brought back homecooked food for my dinner. got curry chicken, dip-fried fish and lady's fingers. yummy yummy~
and i love my dad, my mom and my sisters a lot a lot!!! muaks muaks. =D

these are for people who are away from home. try following them, and you may lead a better and healthier life. me too is learning to follow them.

1. 早睡早起，避免午睡，避免在该工作的时候休息。
2. 少喝咖啡，多喝凉茶，白开水。（妈妈说的）
3. 准时用餐，不随意skip meal.

saw these on David's blog. and here i am continuing on the topic as requested.
these are tough questions though. ><

1.What do you want to eat for dinner?
erm, i always can't give a definite answer cos this always depends on the place i go, and i often decide on this after i've reached the place. sometimes even if i've decided and i see the queue is long, i may choose to opt for another stall with shorter queue. hah.

2.What's your favorite xxxxx?
hah. my favourite??! for this i can always giv a definite answer. cos if i like something, i will really like it with all my heart. i guess almost all my close frens know wht's my fav xxxxx.

3.How much was the xxxxx that you bought?
PRICE to me is a very important thing. i can almost remember the price of everything that i've bought, unless i've bought them for donkey years. this's inevitable lah, as i need to know whether i have overspent at the end of each month. geez.

4.Why are you so clever?
hah. people seldom ask me this, cos i usually don't appear clever as i'm a slow learner. anyway, if really i'm asked this question, my answer will probably be, i'm not smart, just a little hardworking or maybe, a little lucky and blessed.

5. Why are you so cool?
hah? cos... you're hot? zzz.

6.Why do you talk so seldom?
nobody ever asked me this question. people who know me well will know that i'm a great chatterbox. a bla bla bla non-stop machine. lol.

alright. i think this's pretty interesting, and it kills boredom!!

waha. gotta get back to work.

tata~

Date: Friday, October 5, 2007
Time: 8:22:00 PM

before i start my entry,

i wanna say something,

CHENHUI DIDNT PON A SINGLE LECTURE this week!!!
(so three cheers and three cheers and three cheers for her!!!)

things have been better since the starting of school term. probably because the recess week had given me enough time to evaluate and to replenish my energy. i find that i can understand and absorb things better during lectures, though at times my mouth will still be wide opened and saying something like 'HAR?!!" or 'WHAT?' lol.
anyway, it's still much better than how it was before recess.

finally it's weekend!! gonna make a trip home tml and bring back the tuition grant agreement for signing. i don't reallie like it much. i mean, i like being at home but i simply hate the journey home. there're so much things to take care of when i'm back in the sin city. have to beware of this, beware of that. and the bus service there has never falied to make me curse and swear after i get on the bus each time.
if u're lucky, u may have the bus right in front of you when u reach the stop but if u're not, u may have to wait forever.
and it's when u're waiting at the bustop that u have to be most cautious. things can happen anytime.
well, let's just not mention about the condition of the bus.
and sometimes, u may even get those 'special people' sitting beside you, u know, those who keep thick curly hair, with hideous tattoo on their bodies, and with piercing all over the face, and smelling like nothing but smoke... UGH.

i wish, i wish, i really wish,
dad will be free to pick me up tml. AIKS!

hv been reading xiaxue's blog recently.
i have never bothered to check her blog out last time. i used to think that she's just another blogger who's trying to push her fame by writing something superficial and dumb.

but u know, after reading some of the posts, i find it pretty interesting, at least they manage to keep me interested. i can't really judge whether she's writing something real or fake, but at least some parts manage to make me laugh. so if u have time, go check it out. and i think she deserves to be called the blog queen.
http://www.xiaxue.blogspot.com/

alright, time to take a rest.
tada!~

Date: Wednesday, October 3, 2007
Time: 12:41:00 AM

well, i think i jus cannot run away from blogging.

when there are hell lotsa things in mind, and you just need to find a channel to express them? maybe to me, blogging is the best alternative while family is not around.

received a call from mom today. a distant relative just passed away. and it's jus less than two months frm the time she was diagnosed with terminal cancer and the time she passed away.
don't know what to say. i still remember seeing her healthy and well during grandpa's birthday celebration two years ago. just two years, and she's no longer here.
life is unpredictable. u wun know what befalls u next.
so treasure every moments in life. u'll never know how long u'll live.

miss home suddenly.
emo emo. again.

talking about yesterday. well, tues is my lab day. for the whole day i had nothing except the lab session.
i don't know what i was dreaming about during the session la. titration without putting the indicator. it's still acceptable if the solution was colourless upon addition of indicator, but it was blue! and i could still happily perform my work holding the flask with colourless solution, and DIDNT NOTICE it till my lab partner told me.
aiks!!!

after that went library to print my notes, came back and had my dinner and took a short nap.
then i embarked on my journey of organic chem.

and it was seriously killing me!!!

i studied, and i could not understand. it's a lot of things to remember. and when u study those mechanism and synthesis, stereochemisty(which i'm weak at) comes into the picture again.
there are so many puzzles on my mind now.
nvm, tomorrow i will continue on.
i won't give up, till i can grasp them completely.
and the 113 tutorial. another killer.
hahas. just gonna attend the tutorial session tml and listen to the explanation. hope can catch up real soon.

God, help me!!! ><

Date: Monday, October 1, 2007
Time: 10:48:00 PM

i'm getting crazy with the lab report.
i have been facing it for a few hours. and i still cant think of any sensible explanation for one particular section. discussed with my lab partner for almost an hour, at the end back to square one.

aiks!

and i need to buck up! so much things to do, so little time. midterm 2 and final exams are drawing nearer. within 2 months everything will be done.

and i'm still lagging. i'm still unsure of many many parts. so really need to concentrate more.
so may not spend so much time on this blog for the time being.

anyway, i'll face all these with positiveness!!! (:
so dun worry.

jia you every1!

till later.